4.08.2012

He sacrificed His Son for me.


This song says it all. It's called 'Once again', it's by Matt Redman and it's beautiful.

Jesus Christ, I think upon Your sacrifice 
You became nothing 
Poured out to death 
Many times, I've wondered at your gift of life 
I'm in that place once again 
I'm in that place once again 


And once again I look upon the cross where You died 
I'm humbled by Your mercy and I'm broken inside 
Once again I thank You, 
Once again I pour out my life 

Now You are exhalted to the highest place 
King of the Heavens, where one day I'll bow 
But for now, I'll marvel at Your saving grace 
I'm full of praise once again 
Oh I'm full of praise once again 


So as I remember his awesome and mighty sacrifice, as I think about a God who is so good and gracious that he sent his one and only son to die the most horrendous of deaths just so that I, a worthless sinner, may live, I am taken back to a place of gratitude and love and praise where I think only of him. Once again I pledge my life to my saviour and once again I fall on my knees in prayer.

So often I forget the magnitude of his sacrifice, the magnitude of his love. How can I live so carelessly, so ignorant of God's love after he has made such a gesture, after he has saved my soul through Jesus Christ? I long to return to his presence, I long to held in his arms, I long to live for him.

He is the hope I need to get me through.
He is the love I need to feel what is true.
He is the light I need to shine the way.
He is my God who is with me, every day.

Jesus is alive.
Hallelujah!

4.07.2012

cars, cars, cars











On Good Friday, it would seem that the world and it's wife made it's way to our local vintage car festival where Oliver's band were playing. It was sunny and cheap and everyone was off work so it was absolutely packed! They played out the back of a truck and it was an awesome day actually :) There were some amazing cars, the band even got to take some photos (like the last one) in an insanely cool Chevrolet Bel Air! It was so american!

Instead of doing a devotional every day this week (you know I've already failed!) I'm just going to do a special one tomorrow for Easter day :)

See y'all then,

Say :)

4.04.2012

Safe and Sound

Oliver and I are slightly in love with Taylor Swift, so when it was first announced that she was writing a song for the Hunger Games, we were just a little excited. But then we heard it and we weren't really sure. But I have to say it has grown on me, and I am absolutely in love with the video. So when the weather turned all atmospheric and grey yesterday, we thought it would be fun to shoot a quick video of our own. We shot it in, like, 20 minutes and Oliver put it together in about 10, so excuse the quality etc. but I am quite happy with it :) I wouldn't ever post it on youtube or anything like that, but I thought you guys might like to see it!


As well as being a fun little project, I thought it was also cool as it allowed you guys to have an interesting tour of my garden! It is kind of crazy, half field and half wood, but it was a really good location actually :) I did manage to get stung by stinging nettles all over one foot, but that's the price you've got to pay for art... :P

Oliver and I have never made a movie like this before (except my vlog, if that counts) but I'd quite like to do another :)

And yes, I am aware that this is the second day that I haven't done a devotional, I just felt that I should do a 'lighter' post today!

Say :)

11 things!

I was actually thinking just today about this '11 things' blog game that has been going round, and then I got tagged by the lovely and beautiful Faith from Sweetened Style! So here I go...

Rules:
1. You must post these rules. 

2. You must post a picture of yourself.


As there are enough vain pictures on my blog, I thought I'd post an oldie instead :) This is of me and my sister Annie- I'm the chubba ginger one :P

3. Each person must post 11 things about themselves on their blog.

Ok, so these are very random...

1) I am the middle child of my family, I have an older sister and a younger brother
2) My favourite room in the house is the kitchen- bring on the sexist jokes :P When I was little I always used to love sitting on the counter and listening to Avril Lavigne for hours on end and now I just use it as a great place to think (and occasionally do the washing up!)
3) Once I danced with Oliver underwater, and that is why our crappy portrait is of us jiving underwater. We thought we were cool. Though it didn't really work!
4) I have only ever dyed my hair once, and that was over two years ago, when I thought it would be cool to go red. Oliver says he liked it, but I'm not so sure!
5) I have two different coloured eyes, one bluey grey and one greeny brown. Random mix, seeing as my mum has brown eyes and my dad has grey.
6) When I was 8 years old, my mum answered the calling she had been given when she was 16 years old to be a vicar! The Jehovas Witness's who come to our door were so surprised when I told them that my mum was the vicar and not my dad. *we live in a vicarage, so they guessed my dad was*
7) Oliver and I have been through various music obsessions, but the one that has never gone away is Taylor Swift. His band mates rip it out of us so much, but we love her. And for a surprise, Oliver booked us tickets to go see her in March last year without me knowing (pretty self-explanatory!) and I can honestly say I had no idea until I got off the tube at the O2 and there was a girl holding a sign which said 'today was a fairytale'. Then I knew. Absolutely perfect, even if I did freak out that we wouldn't have time to eat!
8) I have an extra toenail. It's genetic, don't ask.
9) On 9th May I have an interview with one of the biggest accounting firms in the world; PWC! Totally excited/scared/nervous/happy!
10) Me and my sister look so dissimilar that a shop assistant actually referred to our 'mothers' when we bought mothers day presents- true story. We just thought it was funny tbh.
11) In my head there is a constant running commentary of everywhere I go, everyone I see and everything I do and as a child I used to think my head was a casette (that makes me feel old) and that I could replay all the commentary as if it was a TV show. Weird, right?

4. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and create 11 new questions for the people you tag to answer.

Faith's questions:


  • Favorite pet (past or present). My rabbit, Hagrid

  • Dream home: where, what, colors, size, etc. Give as many details as you can muster. I would love a large house with big gardens, a field and a pond! Oliver and I always fantasize about a house with beams and a kitchen with an island unit :P We used to search through estate agent magazines to find our dream home!

  • Any tattoos or plans to get one? What's the story behind your tattoo(s)? No and no, I am too indecisive, I could never think of one design to have permanently ingrained into my skin :P

  • Best story you have about a relative.

  • Favorite pizza toppings? Spinach! Oliver and I love this spinach pizza that Sainsburys do!

  • Who was your date to the prom? Oliver :)

  • What is the best thing you can cook? Banoffee pie, it is absolutely beautiful, and so fattening and unhealthy that you feel like you'll explode

  • Favorite quote? There are far too many quotes from "10 things I hate about you" and I could put all of them, but one my favourite, 'deep' ones is Cameron's "just because your beautiful doesn't mean that you can treat people like they don't matter"- totally true.

  • I just gave you 1 million dollars but you have to spend it all within the next 24 hours. What would you do with it? I would totally buy a Canon 5D mark III! But that's only £3000! I would probably donate a whole bunch to various charities that mean a lot to me, take Oliver out (he normally has to foot the bill!) and go shopping! Shallow, I know.

  • If you could play any instrument, what would you pick? Can I say the microphone? I would love to be able to sing!

  • What made you start a blog? Well I found all these cute fashion blogs like Meredith's and Sarah's and I just wondered if I could do one too. Obviously not a fashion blog, but just an online photo journal thing. I used to write religiously in a diary, and I am obsessed with memory hoarding, so I thought that blogging was perfect! Also, I was just amazed and blessed to find a great Christian blogging community where I could freely share my faith and be encouraged by people from all around the world :)


  • My questions for Allie, Rachel, Rebekah and Erynn :)

    1. On holiday: city or wilderness?
    2. Favourite bible verse?
    3. Books or magazines?
    4. Rock or pop?
    5. If there was a movie of your life, who would play you?
    6. Where would you go if you had all the money/time in the world?
    7. In the park (pretend your a kid): swing or slide?
    8. Are you afraid of anything?
    9. Favourite colour
    10. If you could ace one sport, what would it be?
    11. Your favourite thing about yourself :)

    5. Go to their blog/twitter and tell them they've been tagged.


    Right, if you read all of this then you are amazing! 5 gold stars to you! And thank you Faith for tagging me :)

    Say :)

    4.02.2012

    Holy week #1




    I don't blog about my faith much as I don't want to 'put off' any potential readers or followers, but I thought that I would do a series of devotionals for the week running up to Easter :)

    When I decided to do this post, I really felt that God really put this on my heart: that I don't understand the magnitude of his love. I find that I will use the phrase 'God loves me' so casually, in answer to questions at youth groups or in conversation but I don't really know what that means. 

    For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 8:38-39)

    God loves us more than is infinitely imaginable. As Paul said in the above letter to the Romans, nothing can separate us from God's love. Nothing. And I find that really hard to get my hear around, as there are so many human things which stop me loving people. I find myself sighing and saying that 'I hate' this or that person, but God doesn't hate anyone. He has this infinite love for us which I, for one, just cannot get my head round.

    Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God.  Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. (1 John 4:7-8) 

    It is tough for Christians in the UK at the moment. I know, it is nowhere near as tough as places where the church is actively persecuted, but the Christian church is not valued by the government or most of the population. At times it feels like everyone is set against you. One girl in my German class said that the bible contradicts itself because it says that we must love one another but to hate gay people. Now, I am not going to comment on homosexuality or anything like that, but rather the idea behind her preconception. If you hate someone, you are not following God. John spells it out in his usual wordy way as 'anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love'. God doesn't want us to hate one another, judge one another, put one another down. I know I am guilty of doing all three of those things and I don't want to be.

    God calls us to love, as he has loved us.
    even when it is so hard

    And this was something that really struck me. It was what Rae told me in her letter of encouragement. It is what I need to start implementing into my life.

    But you, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness (Psalm 86:15) 

    So even though I know that I am still going to fall short, still going to fail to show his awesome and never ending love, he is merciful and gracious. It is important to seek him in all that we do and to try and live our lives according to his will, knowing that he will be there for us, even in our moments of weakness.

    I just thought I'd end with the some of the closing verses of Paul's first letter to the Corinthians.

    Be alert, stand firm in the faith, be brave, be strong. Do all your work in love.

    Say :)